Wnka a lot for your letter of JUTS 10.

I'm feel- a bit Qeprerred at

the somnt beoatam I feel moh lea8 ogtiaisticP about
left Badlrcn. Bsaider, 8-1. hpUr be- in at. Lollill; an$ ttr hot aril stiaky. Loolcing
baok on it I aan find no aonnrstce reason for my earlier optlalam.
you first broaahsd the eubjeat a& until I got up them I thought it very unlikely
tbt f would get 88 elaoeptable offer.  Ihrrcs mnst be something in the (31r 20x1 people
Wtlp up there that breed8 optfmism, whbh l%owevtlc dwln*b last too l0XM after ths

ohtinoerr than I did *en I

Atstwlly .vhen

  6 removed. It mat also be noted that both my wife and f took an lnatant
   ersble disllm to t'he 311 ate of 3t. hula and the dalbae ai the surround-

2onrequently gi@hful thinking har unrSctnbted1y crolored my 888l*er eralaat ion of

ing oountryalde ad deaidd long age not to remain hgtg psrlaantlntly if * 3onld help
It.

pow am! vigorow 8poup thst you mtr) an the um-mr.

the p$)rSibilitieDb

Tbh Wa8 fUl%hs? inten4iffed by Illy UfBltaOt with the rehtitelg

      It has alwage unfortunately been true thAt  1 tend to give the intgrssslon
that I have the problem I happen to be talking abmt (no matter #hat It 18) 80 well
in hand  am3 sith auoh pomialng leas that nothing aeuM dirstlade ma *eta upending

this sort of ttesitatlvln on the part of pep14 '7oho fear thrnt  I would be of ltttls
use in the poseautisn of established graqram ahioh they juitlr feel ought p~8h@d4
Ln reality, a8 you already know Psoln looklnq over apr publicteatimr,  tham are lera
grou ds for suah fears in apr oa88 than fa that of ntost other people. f reeot rela-
timlx rapidly to the problems of the laboratwy in Ijmi:h I tstppn to find mpelfb
I hare mve~ hesitated and Indeed have al-s been eager to help in any problem
ahioh bappacr to be goln$ on in whioh mg pobt of vlew and prouliar abllltlsr oonld
be of assist8noa. Sucrh fears haw inrmiably dirappared after I ham aorked around
the group for a while but unfortunately, by tkre very natwe of th$ gPoblem,  there is
littler 4 can do oonaretelg (e-oept to polnt to the past reaonl) beforehand to diapel
sua:? bsaitat itma.

any Of rriy ti- 011 -hi=

I have oOZSrtqI26TItly aAtQay8 hed tO OOntend Tith

Z: feel oert iin that you need no omrinsing on tbe qaestion o? my fiexiblllty

Puoa ability to oooperate and  I ham dlmU$Sed the problewP&r% with you only became
I have it on q nrlnd and ham mt it 80 frequently ai a first maation. Ita one of

in thla m~wr please BIISWB hlxi that suah fears are ialeed ~und148ib  If by the
way he should desire letters 04 reoomndation Prm people slth whom I haw woraSa
he ne& only asnd ~yt ai note OF I aouM have them sent sf yOa thought it muki be
helpful.
because
expeat to hear from Br, Rueoh 4  I mention thira simply beoauee certain thiws have
srrirren whioh requirs that I take a trip east and  f would rather wait until this is
rettled one my or another.

Parmlt to thank you for yo= intereat ad ')ridnesr.

the dissgreeable, Oonatequeaoes Of By f3nthUazaSXh

kt tiw CpBff,

if *e RUSoh r@&Cited

If there is anything I om do to help sy ehamea don% hesitate to ask ny
wauhi -Rant to looate there,

avo you any idea roughly aa to *ken I aan